Motherhood

Motherhood

Playing in the sand

I am watch­ing my daugh­ter play­ing in the sand. She sings some unknown or imag­i­nary song. She is alone. No oth­er kids are at the play­ground near our house. I won­der if she notices, at such a young age, that she might miss the com­pa­ny of oth­er peo­ple. Most of the time, she is alone with me. […]

Motherhood, Strange & Unresolved

Shared Life, Unequal Law

“I won’t mar­ry because I invest too much, and I don’t want to share. But I want my child to car­ry my name.” These are the words of a mod­ern ger­man man. Should we just accept this? Women have always been treat­ed unequal­ly. Even though many mod­ern coun­tries claim to stand for gen­der equal­i­ty, in prac­tice, this is far

Motherhood

A day like this

When noth­ing real­ly hap­pens I feel warmth — I haven’t felt the sun’s rays in a long time. Since Novem­ber, the sky has been cloudy, a heavy grey mass that doesn’t let you think clear­ly. You feel like your thoughts are trapped in a sin­gle cycle — work, sleep. Imag­ine a black-and-white movie. That’s what it looked like. I look

Motherhood

Comfort of doing nothing

Do we real­ly want to break the cycle? “I sit here at the counter of my bor­ing job. Doing noth­ing. Two boys enter the shop. Oh, one has tru­ly bad skin, filled with pim­ples. Prob­a­bly a teenag­er, or in their ear­ly twen­ties. Is it already so warm out­side? I chat with myself, they’re only wear­ing sweat­shirts. I mean,

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